the stab that hurt

Sad right, when your life is going all perfect, and then you get those random flashbacks that bring back painful memories. You just close your eyes and everything just goes blank and then u get those painful memories all over again, bringing tears to your eyes. But well no matter how hard you try; those memories can never be erased. Being so close to victory, and then losing all over again. It’s impossible to stop the tape and rewind; it’s just like a broken record. They don’t ask for permission, they just come without any warning. They just there, stuck in the head, deep down in the heart. Not ever wanting to come out. They bring tears, tears that never seem to end. They just flow like a river, nonstop. They leave a heartache that can never be healed. Like a bullet shot through your heart, leaving a hole that can never be filled…